I haven't been posting for a long time because everything is pretty upside down here right now. Everything started two weeks ago on Wednesday. My dad took us all (Me, my sister and mom) to the living room and he said he wanted to tell us something about himself. He started to talk about that he had been at therapy for over an year and what he had found out there. He talked so long about how his father used to be very strict to him when he was a kid and how he had become a "codependent" and bla bla. Then he suddenly said that he had found out thah he dosen't love Ussa (my mom) anymore. I was so shocked! I started to cry and shake, my heart beated so hard and I hardly could breath. My dad just kept going talking about his hard childhood. My mom asked him if he wanted a divorce and he couldn't even say it aloud. Then I went to my room because I just could not be there anymore when my parents started argue. My sister come to my room too and later my dad came in and he started to talk about these stupid things that he has read from psychology books.. Like please I didn't wanna see him then.
Then he staid at home and watched the TV like nothing had happened and even slept with my mom in the same bed!! He has behaved childishly anyway after this happened. Like usually you tell about this to the mom and then together to the kids but he told presently to all of us at the same time...
The next day me and Valdis said him to go because he had turned into a stranger for us.
Moreover my dad met this therapist at the bar. Later we found out thah SHE wasn't even a REAL therapist..
Then on Friday my dad calls me and tels that my grandfather had cerebral bleeding and hes not going to make it. Well, last weekend we went to hes funeral..
There is so much I wanna say but I need to go now.. So My parents are divorcing, my grandfather died AND my sister just went a week ago to Ireland at least for half year.
Me and my mom are going to try to survive alone in our apartment with our sorrows... These are not easy times to us... And this is why I ended my double degree thing....
But have to go now... BYE!